Merlin

If you wanna leave me here, just go If you wanna leave me here all alone If you wanna leave me, then just go If you wanna leave me here all alone I'm sittin' watchin' blood while it dries on my sleeve Thinkin', "Why does everyone I love die or just leave?" And if I mean a thing, then why would you leave? My mind only sees the suicide side of things At this point, we can't relate if you ain't lost everything I ain't a bad person, I got monsters in me And if God is a thing, what's he wantin' with me? Keep lil' peep on repeat, I see the awfulest things Another night spent starin' down at a gun Got a bullet in the chamber, take it out, then load it up Hell-yeah, I wanna die, but I ain't the only one Promised if not for me, I'd at least live on for my son I could never sell my soul, I wouldn't know what it'd be worth Don't think Hell's a separate place, I believe it's Earth Shouldn't use these blades to feel, but the pain it just works I've been thinkin' about juice lately while I take percs I'm insane, but the pain it just hurts If you wanna leave me here, just go If you wanna leave me here all alone If you wanna leave me, then just go If you wanna leave me here all alone Don't worry about me, you should worry about yourself I don't give a fuck 'bout anything, you'll only hurt yourself I am not a person, I'm a shell trapped inside a certain kind of hell If I found the cards to open up the curtains, you could tell Ain't been sleepin' late at night, I see me murdering myself Why the guys that used to wish I fail try and wish me well Y'all ain't heard my words magical like Merlin himself The Earth isn't well, I'm sending serpents to hell If my idols weren't dead, then we'd prolly be friends Give a fuck if my name's one these lames won't forget Gotta cop the suicide door i8 just for X And for Peep, I'ma need to cop the truck, that's a Benz I've always been myself, never copied no one else For you fakes, that's way more than you could say for yourself I can't go back, I was made up in Hell Like in Freddy nightmares, it's like Jason as well If you wanna leave me here, just go If you wanna leave me here all alone If you wanna leave me, then just go If you wanna leave me here all alone Yeah, most of y'all are actors and not rappers, there's a difference You better learn the ones between facts, between fiction Don't know why you got a pole, you can't aim with it It'd be such a shame if you lames came up missin' But there is not much we could chop up Stay out my way, and we won't have no problems Young Dracula might just have to pop up Goddamn, this grown man screamin' like a toddler Ain't no surprise why your wife doesn't want ya Walking through the hall bro, spirits too terrified to haunt us If you wanna leave me here all alone If you wanna leave me, then just go If you wanna leave me here all alone