Done With the Bullshit

Why it gotta be like that I don't really know but I just want to go and Tell you how I feel I'm sad If you really want to know but you probably don't All of these nights that I'm spending alone I'm wishing deep down that I had you to hold And no one else has ever came close To how much I want you I swear you the most But I cannot tell you I want this I don't got a chance cause we just friends But I'm not too sure if it must end Cause my heart been broken it's waiting for justice and I can't figure it out Is my heart even bigger than doubts My mind has been sent through the clouds I know it won't happen I'll end it for now Cause I'm done with the bullshit I'm done playing games get out of my brain I'm done I'm done with the bullshit Cause now it's too late get out of my face I'm done With all of the games you been playing I tried to stall all the pain just by praying that Maybe some day this could all work But now that I realize that you were the worst I'm done Too many hours I've wasted The rest of my pride you can't take it All of the time that I spent contemplating If it couldn't work why the hell did I stay in and Maybe I'm numb to ever feel crazy by your touch Embarrassed to say it made me blush That was the past I knew that nothing would last Used to be broken but built up this anger It's then that I noticed that nothing could change her I killed my emotions while blind to the danger I wish I'd of known it was dangerous but I can't figure it out Is my heart even bigger than doubts My mind has been sent through the clouds I know it won't happen I'll end it for now Cause I'm done with the bullshit I'm done playing games get out of my brain I'm done I'm done with the bullshit Cause now it's too late get out of my face I'm done With all of the games you been playing I tried to stall all the pain just by praying that Maybe some day this could all work But now that I realize that you were the worst I'm done I thought I faded the scars my heart Was lucky to make it this far But then when you told me that you might still feel it The cracks broke the surface to break it apart Could it all work Maybe What if by chance in the future we're dating Don't give a damn if you're hurting me baby What was I thinking I knew it was shady To have any thoughts like this Want to be close but not like this I wish I could go from the spot I'm in To be in a world where we're not just friends but I can't figure it out Is my heart even bigger than doubts My mind has been sent through the clouds I know it won't happen I'll end it for now Cause I'm done with the bullshit I'm done playing games get out of my brain I'm done I'm done with the bullshit Cause now it's too late get out of my face I'm done With all of the games you been playing I tried to stall all the pain just by praying that Maybe some day this could all work But now that I realize that you were the worst I'm done