Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
Viren Sabir Fernandes
Conductor
Blake Grossman
Conductor
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Viren Sabir Fernandes
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Viren Sabir Fernandes
Editing Engineer
Jacob Rivera
Producer
Brady Patterson
Mixing Engineer
Nathan Chen
Producer
Cesar Adames
Camera Operator
Adam Clinch
Mastering Engineer
Helen Lezcano
Creative Director
Lyrics
Spent ten years hoping my luck change
Brave face to the word, I'm screaming fuck pain
My hope laced with my fears, I had to duck shame
My fears laced with my anger, I had to take blame
I been begging for peace, begging for freedom from my
Inner demons I needed someone to feed em, now I
See my evils I'm trying so hard to leave em behind
Meditate on my hatred I feel it creep in my mind
Your love is holding my peace hostage
I don't need you no more, I feel exhausted
The accusations, you tell me that I'm too caustic
I feel amazing, but I know what it costed
I see your anger, and I know you exhausted
Wishing that I wasn't a stranger, you think you lost it
Wonder what you did, when I know you can't solve it
I was just a kid, when they got me involved
I'll admit
I fly off the handle just a little bit
Pressures sneaking up on me, I pray my mind won't ever split
Full of doubts, went a different route, I became devout
Gassing up myself because it drowns the other voices out
Pray to God, praying for patience to pay my parents back
I know that they gave it up so I would always be on track
Ain't enough, I do what I want, I said fuck the rush
Everyone I know gave up their dreams, I do it for us
Writer(s): Viren Fernandes
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