D E T O X

We got into a fight the other day Instead of yelling while I leave I calmly said I needed some space Instead of blocking me from walking out You said I love you when you ready there's nothing I wouldn't talk about You hurt my feelings just the other week Instead of acting like I'm tripping you gave me validation I seek I usually would say some ugly things I would hurt you with my words and fill your head up with ugly dreams Now we healing like the doctors be we showing empathy and honesty Letting ourselves feel vulnerably Now we communicating properly Instead of acting on our pain we capitalize monopoly Capitalize on resolutions for our restitutions Cause ain't no lick back tit tat Man that shit wack toxic we don't miss that Duck it like toxic quack It hurt going through that I don't wanna do that No like playing games with the only life you'll ever live Why do we give our pain to people Instead of trying to heal Why do we hurt the only people that be sticking with us Why do we steal the joy from people who show you the realest Cause that's that ego bigger than Texas G.O Trauma is dark as deep throats deeper than coughing deep holes We don't do that no more we work through it restore We don't stay in plateau we continue to grow You know I'm crazy know I like to be babied Know I hate to be wrong used to hang up my phone Used to pretend you strong like you don't get hurt Be making it worse like baby talk to me Stop being so curt now patient works Loving you ain't got to be so hard Loving you ain't got to be so hard Loving you ain't got to be so hard Loving you ain't got to be so hard Loving you is easy loving you is easy Loving you ain't got to be be so hard Loving you is easy loving you is easy Say the truth so freely Fights used to end like Mike Tyson on them bad nights We fight for each other on nights when we ain't right Can be wrong no more on our soapbox no drama like Oprah No Murray that toxic shit over Disagreements and lies arguments in disguise gaslighting and fights Always want to be right but now we mindful and now we present We took off them blindfolds now we in heaven now we discussing About our feelings without the cussing without the fussing Can make it through it just like it's nothing We up to something Was really wanting to rid the trash from our past Just like a Rumpke and get to dumping That trauma had to go And we start speaking out of love when we angry so we know That I still love you even when I'm upset And I still want you even when there's unrest Cause we ain't going nowhere. we worked too hard for this And perfect never going to come but this is truly bliss Truly blessed truly in happiness Truly this is a gift and I'm using it like a thrift And this love ain't never going to miss now we here Whole full and healed, lighting up our life like energy bills When you in pain yeah I'm going to be there When I feel shame you really do care Really right here and we see eye to eye Even when we don't we seeing the other's side Reading between the lines Protecting each other's pride protecting each other's life We loving while we alive Patience works Loving you ain't got to be so hard Loving you ain't got to be so hard Loving you ain't got to be so hard Loving you ain't got to be so hard Loving you is easy loving you is easy Loving you ain't got to be be so hard Loving you is easy loving you is easy Say the truth so freely