I wasn't good enough then
But hidden in a storm, I'm ready to form again
The horizon is cold
My blood is lukewarm, I'll never atone my sins
Over and over, people get older
I never thought this would end
You left in October
The nights I've stayed sober
I'll no longer play and pretend
My father's son, I am not
My fathers son, I am not
The devil loves the dead
I'm afraid and I can't
Forget the things you said to me
All I see is red
All I see is red
All I see is red
...
Demons dancing in the rain
Breaking hearts to heal the pain
Flying higher, melting fire
I am a liar, don't search for the truth
A step into darkness has led me to you
My father's son, I am not
My fathers son, I am not
The devil loves the dead
I'm afraid and I can't
Forget the things you said to me
All I see is red
All I see is red
All I see is red
And I won't live to please the masses
Rid the lands of kings and fascists
Kill the man, you kill his habits
What more is there to life?
What more is there to life?
I rule the lands, the lands of sheep
It reeks of sex and lack of sleep
Errant thoughts run through her dreams
Enough to kill her self esteem
Enough to kill her self esteem
...
And I don't have to feel this way
Take the drugs to heal the pain
I can't feel myself
Random thoughts run down the drain
Feel it pulsing through my veins
I need to self-medicate
Fuck, my eyes
I'm now awake
My thoughts, my mind, my life is at stake
I can be myself
I can be myself
I can be myself
