Bad Luck

They all say they love me but don't wanna talk Always hurt myself don't know how to stop They just wanna walk with me cause i got a shot Yeah im pretty and im making money why would you not She like wearing Prada, aint that what the devil wear You said that you love me I was unaware I would take a bullet for you Cause i would be the one thats shooting it too You dont love me at all You're the reason I listen to sad songs Maybe I should try to just back off I lost my mind, blame it on bad luck There's a fight inside of me yeah yeah Not the same guy that I was last year Why do they lie to me yeah yeah There's a lot of things in this world that I fear Need to slow down From the fast highs Cant get myself straight I need to act right I got pain in my eyes Heartbreak in my life I still call my ex girl tell her come stay the night I love a cold heart Thats what im attracted to Guess I do it to myself but I don't make the rules So I drink myself to death until I act a fool Then you try to use me cause im into you I've been on my own for my whole life Without parental guidance Never learned how to love But I could say im trying Always go for the ones that are the worst for me Cigarette holes through my hoodie burning me I can't love again do not trust nobody not at all Cause when you had a problem I was the person that you would call You just act like you love me Nah fuck that baby you don't love me You dont love me at all You're the reason I listen to sad songs Maybe I should try to just back off I lost my mind, blame it on bad luck There's a fight inside of me yeah yeah Not the same guy that I was last year Why do they lie to me yeah yeah There's a lot of things in this world that I fear