Now I'm thinking what the hell
Make me feel like someone else
Get me out of my own shell
I Hope one day that I feel well
And we could be
Living so comfortably
Close my eyes and count to three
You always make it look so easy
Got so high now im six feet under
Think about what happened last summer
Wonderin if she missed me i
Hate her now but i said i loved her
Tear it up now, tear it up now, fuck it
Starin up now, starin up now, but it
Doesn't feel the same as it used to be
All i do now is sit here uselessly
I remember it all
When I took the fall
When I felt so small
Fuck this
Why cant i take the call
I sit here and bawl
The lyrics i scrawl, reminisce
This is all up to me
And maybe I'll be
Alive in the morning tomorrow
I thought i was free
No, i'll never be
I guess i'll just drown in my sorrows
This isn't working out
This isn't personal
You shut me down
So I don't feel like I'm an individual
But then I'm the one freaking out
Filling up with trauma think I'll never get to let it out
This is what you want from me
I feel down like usual
Bring out all the worst in me
Then act like it's unusual
Feel the ups and downs
What makes you think I'll stick around
What's with the surprise when I want nothing more to do with you
