wide awake

I had dreams before you Till you put me, put me, put me inside your box And now you're waging holy wars too, oh To make me, make me, make me something I'm not I just bit my tongue for far too long And I won't walk the line you wanna draw It's tearing me in two Is it enough to become another arrow that I dodge? If I stay away Would you only suffocate? Bleed me out until I break I'm wide awake It's getting harder to pretend It's you I won't resent I forgot who I was before you And I can't, and I can't, and I can't just pretend All the red flags that I ignored, oh Won't burn up and burn out No, it's a dead end When you look, do you see half of me? You bend my will to be just what you need And maybe you won't follow your own dreams But I don't need this like you needed me If I stay away Would you only suffocate? Bleed me out until I break I'm wide awake It's getting harder to pretend It's you I won't resent You wanna sleep in my bed Won't walk a mile in my shoes, oh You wanna live in my head Too bad you can't afford the view, ooh-whoa We'll make the same mistakes If I stay away Would you only suffocate? Bleed me out until I break I'm wide awake It's getting harder to pretend It's you I won't resent If I stay away Would you only suffocate? Bleed me out until I break I'm wide awake It's getting harder to pretend It's you I won't resent