Closure

We ain't spoken a while But can you watch over me And make bad energy stay clear It's been getting to close to me Even though I've changed around Who can really roll with me I've still got the same old problems That just won't go, you see And though there's been some hardship There's been good in many places There's been mad love and support From all these unexpected places Though pushing through's been hard It made it easier to face it Easier to face it But besides that, I can't lie Feels like I'm running out of time To get closure on what goes inside of my mind Inside I've replayed that night Must be about a thousand times But I just can't get no closer To the truth behind these lies I prayed to the lord to remove All my enemies Tried I couldn't do it manually Then he took control It was mad for me Asked for my enemies So tell me why I lost family Couldn't close my eyes At night Sleeping in the same house Didn't feel right Coz I realised I've been Running past the signs For my whole damn life For my whole damn life Felt like I've been a living a lie And that just ain't right Oh Good memories died It just seems like I'm really all on my own Inside this life Realised they tried blurring the lines All so they could ignore the crimes Wrong that they done Time after time Standing tall The strong will survive Oh my what a test for me Couldn't let this be the death of me Even tried Medicate with henessey I gotta do what's best for me Besides that, I can't lie Feels like I'm running out of time To get closure on What goes inside of my mind Inside I've replayed that night Must be about 1000 times But I just can't get no closer To the truth behind these lies