Tired of Fighting (Letter to Self)

You saw that it was dead It was over now Nothing was going right All the signs were there It was the right time You said that you were so happy I know that you lied You kept it to yourself You were looking for your way out It came you took it fast No it never lasts No it never lasts No it never lasts You were so tired of fighting Your heart was broken and left burnt out No one could keep your mind clear now You didn't even realise It's not your fault You didn't even realise It's not your fault You are dead on the inside It's true there is no debate Heart broken and spoiled For everybody else Nobody could love you now You don't care what they say You will let your mind go now Dissolve it down with pills You know you can't be happy With anybody else It's just so bad You're fucked in the head And there is nothing you can do Just lay down and die Oh just fucking die Please, please just die Nobody could ever love you You were so tired of fighting Your heart was broken and left burnt out No one could keep your mind clear now You didn't even realise It's not your fault You didn't even realise It's not your fault You didn't even realise It's not your fault You didn't even realise It's not your fault