I'm so depressed
Can't get this shit out my head
My life's a mess
I can't wait for it to end (Oh my god)
Do you think if we got closer
We'd be together right now?
I had to get my hopes up
So you could put them down
I don't wanna be here right now
But I gotta stay
Sometimes I wish you weren't around
Everything would be okay
But I guess that I got too close
Now I feel this pain
Drive my car in the middle of the night
I'mma swerve in lane
I'mma fucking die before
I go and hit the dirt
Everything you say yeah
That shit is so absurd
I gave you and a chance
And that shit really hurt
Think I'll kill myself
'Cause I'll just get worse
I'm so depressed
Can't get this shit out my head
My life's a mess
I can't wait for it to end
Do you think if we got closer
We'd be together right now?
I had to get my hopes up
So you could put them down
