Leap Ahead

I don't wanna sit here and pretend to make amends I wanna be active and social with my friends It's hard to do that when you're rhyming all day It makes me sway away from the things that I love I don't wanna pack my bags, I'm fine right here Don't separate me, you tryna give me anxiety I know you wouldn't, you're too nice for the act But then again, you always attacked I have a life, a wife and kids When you distance us, I throw myself off a bridge Why'd you do this? I can't comprehend The last thing I wanna see is someone holding my hand It makes me feel depressed, and meaningless I can't keep dealing and leaving this I need someone by my side, or should I cry That's not the way to go, you're always eye for eye The journey's long, but not impossible I'll find a way through, get passed the obstacles I'll make it just in time for my family Even though I'm walking through the pedigree I've been come to terms with reality Some of them been cursed to immortality Don't get off pace, just finish the race Stay in your place, victory awaits There's no rush, I'm taking one at a time I need to get somewhere in my life, sometimes you gotta climb I'm on the top of the world, I accomplished all And now I'm waiting for the chapter to resolve From little steps, to giant big leaps I've been through it all, even harsh critiques There's no stopping me, I claimed my reward And now I walk away, for more things to explore