Red Dress

I never wanted you to end up in a strip club And after every fight, I end up in a strip club As mature as an 8-year-old kid was Still, it wasn't me who couldn't wait to get picked up You would always find a reason just to put on some lip gloss And dress so fucking hot, that I would always get tripped up Until random dudes started giving me fist bumps Knowing you fucking a trophy and I was getting my dick sucked Separate rooms at your parents had to sneak in your house And you blue balled so hard, that shit was freaking me out Told me to wait a month, 'fore I even reach for your blouse 5 minutes later I was eating you out And rush down seven-eleven with a boner to hide Because I couldn't find the appropriate size And I was wondering why you'd wait for me lying down I took the stairs cause I was scared you'd be drying out I guess we both arrived, but I could only feel heaven Made me hit so hard, it was magnitude 7 When we're running from the masses, you would stop all pretending Get away from our professions, going back to adolescence It's the soul replenishing when you talk to your muse When you stop the abuse, swap the lean for fountains of youth I always thought that there was something cool about being blue Cause I never found happiness until I found it in you, but Who is that hot girl in a red dress? Getting ruined by drugs and alcohol excess Stressed out, cause she's not as hot as her best friend Had to compensate so she bought a new Lexus We were invincible like a school principal 'Til your friends started questionin' my principles Doubted if I'd ever even was into you Turned you being determined to convincible Gotcha saying baby what if we both never gon' work out? I said I'll always find a way to make it gon' work out The only type of work that wouldn't make me gon' burn out But you lost your faith baby, and let the magic just burn out Truth be told, you just couldn't stand the peer pressure They just kept saying that you could always do better So you stop pick up the phone and burn all of my letters They told us to grow up as if being grown up is better If your daddy found out, he would probably tear my rectum Your momma always said that I was probably on the spectrum Still, on my guitar, play your songs from my heart And that was way back then when I could barely hold the plectrum Now I am thinking 'bout the things that we never had You belong with me but I belong in your past And hurt you so much it still fucking hurt so bad Still, I wish, you wouldn't erase all times that we laughed Spent all my time and money on these long-ass flights 400-dollar re-booking, just for one last night Just that one last night, no more constant fights Just my lips on your body and my tongue inside But now you're dating corporate dudes with a taper cut And let my heart bleed out with 1000 paper cuts Whatever the fuck I'll do, it just ain't enough Remember when you were someone that never gave a fuck? About the smoke screens, the mirrors of deception The things that distracted, from the things that were happening All the blings that projected on the things that we lacked in Now it's no strings attached, from one fling to the next I hated when you cried, so much pain in your eyes I'm always on a plane, always saying goodbye Guess you're better off with a mentally stable type of guy And I'm better off with a girl who's watching cable after 5 Keeping up with every bullshit that she saw online Only care about things that ain't gold but shine She keep a handful of players just to stall in line And gon' leave my ass the second all my cards decline I used to hate bad girls, but the truth is they play cool Tryna hide the pain from the people who played you And I loved the good girls cause I thought that they came through Until I figured out good girls play games too Why you different when your friends start listening When your friends start tripping, then you end up tripping Say they want you to be happy but with me you couldn't Guess it's your decision when you end up listenin' So she popped the champagne when you broke the news Said I'm a dick anyways, and I guess that was true I never liked that bitch, it was mutual love But who I am to judge, I be back in the club, wondering Who is that hot girl in a red dress? Getting ruined by drugs and alcohol excess Bad bitch alert, guess they're all of her best friends And she's doing shots for all of her exes And I'm standing there, tryna lowkey to play cool But honestly, I was hoping that girl just ain't you We had dreams but none of them came true Because I figured out good girls play games too