Stones (feat. Sonny Miles)

Yeah I'ma just go Uh What if I won but what if I lost You sold your soul but what did it cost Been on the blocks with so many laws I'm looking for stocks investing in bonds I'm tryna be king no different from Kong I lay on my bed I'm makin' her moan The test that I share can feel like a storm Taking these meds can make feel norm And hell in this Grey Goose And running from Jesus Cause I've been rebellious since I was in grade school These moments can't take two Can't say that I'm blessed but I know that I'm thankful These nigga's can taint you Cause if you allow it these methods be painful But don't let it change you You got to be stronger To put on that armour That's word to my momma Lookin' for ways looking for ways that can make me a comma You think I'm pussy You nigga's can run up 'Cause I done been ready From sun up to sun up So many died last year I really cried mad tears Seeing my brother lying in that carpet still gave a nigga mad chills I done been closed off that I even forgot just how a laugh felt So many close calls that I gotta acknowledge that god mad real (Uh, yeah) So many close calls that I gotta acknowledge that god mad real I've been speeding down this block, seasons come and go Shit is hard for me to watch, so many dead and gone My nigga's tryna over-shop, but the bread is gone My momma told me,"Never hide your hand and throw the stone" I've been speeding down this block, seasons come and go (oh-oh-oh) Shit is hard for me to watch, so many dead and gone My momma told me, "Never hide your hand and throw the stone (oh-oh-oh) Momma told me, "Never hide your hand and throw the stone" Been in beast mode So the streets know I've been livin' like I got a cheat code I've been working so I never sleep though Every minute turn into a week so It's been hard to balance every ego Homies disappearing like Finito When I speak yo, she get deep yo She want my shot but no free throws I been tryna find a way Say my prayers everyday Hope I never catch a case, uh How much pressure can you take? I done seen them walls closed in Highly introverted, that's with no friends Still remember had a broke Benz And would throw a fit cause it had no tints Spendin' money on the stupidest shit Contemplating how to move in this bitch Pockets where even you'd be lucky to flip My nigga's never knew a roof and a crisp So back off I've been blackballed I've been bamboozled every rap chart Funny how the ones who act hard Be the ones who never move gnat far Hold up Lemme reflect I need a check and give me respect With no regrets and with nothing less Don't wanna become what you nigga's expect (uh) Vital Give me a check and give me respect Don't wanna become what nigga's expect I've been speeding down this block, seasons come and go Shit is hard for me to watch, so many dead and gone My nigga's tryna over-shop, but the bread is gone My momma told me, "Never hide your hand and throw the stone" I've been speeding down this block, seasons come and go (oh-oh-oh) Shit is hard for me to watch, so many dead and gone My momma told me, "Never hide your hand and throw the stone (oh-oh-oh) Momma told me, "Never hide your hand and throw the stone" So when you go through a loss like that I would imagine um you have self doubt You have you know reflection of like What am I do I continue this process? I would imagine you-you looked at the bigger picture Of "Of course he would want you to do this" Yes, yeah, cause I knew, like I mean you know That was our dream since we were kids So I knew, but then like I said It was just part of me that just felt-like you said Your brother's your best friend, that was my brother So it felt like I lost part of me in a sense And it is like "Damn, how do I even continue to do this?"