Toxic or Tender (feat. Loren Ryan)

I sat there in the dark alone A laptop on my chest As it lit up my face When I typed the address They were mozzies to the flame you see Serotonin to the brain so don't go to sleep And i'll know what I'll miss when I'm gone Another thing to debate Another hill to die on A ratio you don't want And I run my eyes Over tabs I keep open That have been there many months but it's Somehow not enough I can't help when I want to But when I look, I can never turn around I just want to surrender This is toxic and tender This is toxic and tender This is toxic and tender So many words and thoughts Pressing to be said To be heard and fed Discredited before read Every second public Every minute public Everyone is plugged in With a different judgement And if you think I'm uninvolved Like off the grid and not beholden Falsified my own figures, fuck it Click click keep scrolling I am not in control, nah One day I'll log off for good And if can, I will, I would LOREN RYAN I can't help when I want to But when I look, I can never turn around I just want to say a prayer there This is toxic and tender This is toxic and tender This is toxic and tender