11th Grade

Gotta keep pushing no P Ya in my zone no two three But I'm still like Pat B with the lockdown D On my way up so I won't take a seat Not perfect on my own I'm weak I'm not perfect I'm just dme I'm tryna stay humble like Kendrick But I still wanna pop go trending Wish I didn't have school to attend Wanna say sorry to the teachers I offended never paid attention to the lesson Ya all that drama had me stressing Depression ain't the best thing Thinking about all those days that killed my vibe Made me suicidal I thank God that I'm alive Every day I was acting tough on the outside But I had some feelings that I kept confined For a while I was dead inside Only God could fill that gaping hole that I tried To fit with things I'm not proud of Ya I won't lie Eleventh grade the year that changed my life Man I remember those bad days People saying they there for me like ok You just saying that to be nice ya no way If u really meant that you'd go out of your way To say something a lil more detailed Shoutout to the few that did cuz that made my day Doing better now I thank God for that every day Finding purpose I got passion need compassion That girl ya I'm past that and I'm done with all that trashing All that trashing And I'm done with all that trashing Y'all ready for this Switch up Yessir Glad I'm not peaking in high school ya know Cuz I got a high ceiling like Antetonkumpo Counting mistakes up like one two three four But that's okay we all the same in that way Y'all haters can't get on my boat can't ride my wave I'm feeling like what's next ya know what I'm saying Trust God with your future and he will make a way Trust God with your future and he will make a way As I write this its the summer before my last year Of high school ya it's finally here I told my story about my worst year Now it's in the past on to senior year