Behavior Unbecoming

I know we've been here before, so it's not surprising We never see any stars even start aligning Why do I need this enough to keep running toward it? I shouldn't even be here, if I can't afford it I'm done guessing, can't we settle whatever this is? Half expecting something better, half expecting this Is it okay to admit that I should be worried? 'Cause this behavior is nothing if not unbecoming Is relief gonna come when we least expect it Or are we leaving ourselves out here unprotected? I'm done guessing, can't we settle whatever this is? Half expecting something better, half expecting this Somehow, nothing that I say here is gonna make this seem right I guess I hoped you'd believe me You know you're the only reason that I came here tonight And now, I really should be leaving I swore everything would fall right into place when it's time This was supposed to be easy You know you're the only reason that I came here tonight And now I really should be leaving I'm done guessing (I'm done guessing) Can't we settle whatever this is? (Can't we settle whatever this is?) Half expecting something better (half expecting something better) Half expecting this (half expecting this)