Seasons

I miss the cool breeze of summer The warmth of the sun on my skin The shade of a tall oak tree Towering over my head The days that I didn't hide Behind these walls in this room Trapped in this prison overthinking With nothing to do Feels like I'm going nowhere I'm running out of time Summer makes way for autumn Winter makes way for spring They tell me that it's just a season But this one is stuck on repeat Death with each breath draws closer I don't know how much I can take I'm ready to live again Ready for something to break I'm ready for the season to change The cold and quiet of winter Is chilling me down to my bones The fire is dying with Nothing else to keep me warm I'm ready for the snow to melt I'm ready for leaves to return Springtime is calling But here I am buried in hurt They tell me it will be fine But I can't escape my own mind Summer makes way for autumn And winter makes way for spring They tell me that it's just a season But this one is stuck on repeat Death with each breath draws closer I don't know how much I can take I'm ready to live again Ready for something to break I'm ready for the season to change I'm not asking asking for much Just something to lighten this load Some time to re-find my purpose Some time to shake off this cold Summer makes way for autumn Winter makes way for spring They told me that it's just a season But why's this one stuck on repeat Death with each breath draws closer I don't know how much I can take I'm ready to live again Ready for something to break I'm ready for the season to change I miss the cool breeze of summer The warmth of the sun on my skin The shade of a tall oak tree Towering over my head