Been Awhile

What is love? 1: Love is what I felt when I first saw you, what scares me is maybe that I'm just missing the old you/ I ain't seen you in a month, maybe two, maybe three man I lost count/ I've been going through my phone, I've been going through your pictures and looking through your social I know that I look pathetic/ if you replied, then it's saying that you read it damn/ I don't even know what to say/ I just think about the memories you're throwing away/ I'm just hoping that you miss me and you're doing okay/ I'm just wishing you were with me, the only reason that I even messaged you was so that I could let you know that I know I ain't seen you in a long time/ I know that you've been doing your own thing/ I know I ain't seen you in awhile/ I just wanna know how you're doing 2: You're the first girl I ever kissed/ I never told you that, together, this would never turn I fucking begged you to stay! but to you that doesn't mean I don't need you in my life, away 4 years, now I want you to bleed ( AHHH!) I know I ain't seen you in a long time/ I know that you've been doing your own thing/ I know I ain't seen you in awhile/ I just wanna know how you're doing I grabbed your hand, you said let go/ I don't think you understand, I want you to look at me and tell me that you're happy! that you love him more than me, I just want you to be happy... yeah, I just want you to be happy... yeah I know I ain't seen you in a long time/ I know that you've been doing your own thing/ I know I ain't seen you in awhile/ I just wanna know how you're doing