Voices

I know when it's comin', my body hurts when it rains Took a significant loss and ain't been the same Thought that we split through divorce, but I'm still in pain Thought about turnin' shit off 'til my children came Can't let 'em see me feel, I'd be drownin' in shame The stress of bein' depressed'll drive you insane Effects in entertainment'll do you the same Don't know what fuck me up worse, the voodoo or fame I'm sure I fail every test in the observation Can't let the sin in me fuck up my obligations Sent a few niggas to hell was my contemplation I hear voices, start feelin' like time is wastin' Suffered from trauma, the chalice out me is shaken Gotta snap out of it, victory's mine for takin' Them jealous niggas ice grillin', my nine'll bake 'em Do anything for the love or the dollar statement Uh, still hearin' voices in my head Tellin' me that they'll never let me lay down, you gotta fight instead Bein' broke is worse than dead A bunch of niggas yellin' they ridin' was the first that fled Either I'm crazy or I'm hearin' voices The winner, the fallen, it's all in the choices You fakin', don't know what the point is You ain't gettin' younger, face right there on the corners Yo, don't fear the reaper, look, ain't no sleep for my kind Don't trust the preacher, I'm gettin' weaker with time From shoes to jugglin' four keys at a time Whoever built this road had an evil design Remorse from survivin' those you're leavin' behind Some things you gotta accept, even decline The truth ain't that far from theory, seekin' you find Too many broke niggas steppin' cheapens the wine Silly to think I'm one figure that won't be 'round Swore that I lost him, he caught up and broke me down And claim your boy on my come up, it's only now And when the numbers ain't comin', a lonely sound We're on the same track, travelin' different speeds Ain't shook of nothin', shit, he can die if he bleeds You'd rather stand for somethin' or crown your knees? Another pack in the wind, new RIPs Uh, still hearin' voices in my head Tellin' me that they'll never let me lay down, you gotta fight instead Bein' broke is worse than dead A bunch of niggas yellin' they ridin' was the first that fled Either I'm crazy or I'm hearin' voices The winner, the fallen, it's all in the choices You fakin', don't know what the point is You ain't gettin' younger, face right there on the corners Guilt is a sadder song, I can't afford to tag along You ain't even worthy to follow me, left 'em without my hazards on This is my rapture song, uh, bulletproof jacket's on Niggas be stuck on bullshit, rumors be magnets for 'em Rhythm and passion born, life is bigger than rappin' songs Pace yourselves when you travel long in this hangover marathon Easy to see the road when you pull off, the traffic's gone I'm goin' through it, be happy, that's when the classics form It's time to change again, back full of scars, Arcadians Thoughts of dark futures, bright as the lab they made me in Your golden days again, I should be at tellers, Palladiums Different color currency, pounds down to Canadian Think I'm addicted to the pain I lost too much in me, I'll never be the same Used to betrayal, even compliments are strange Facin' reflections of the monsters we became, dirty game Uh, still hearin' voices in my head Tellin' me that they'll never let me lay down, you gotta fight instead Bein' broke is worse than dead A bunch of niggas yellin' they ridin' was the first that fled Either I'm crazy or I'm hearin' voices The winner, the fallen, it's all in the choices You fakin', don't know what the point is You ain't gettin' younger, face right there on the corners