Pain

I pray every day I make it back home, These streets aint safe demons roams, Frienemies plotting on the low, That's why I gotta bring that pole That green beam need a target, It won't calibrate on its own I'm an animal, loan wolf, survive That wildlife on my own Just for that bag, I'll bag your bones Zeus had a hard life chiseled from stone,So don't ask why my heart cold, Alot of dead bodies, lost Rebel souls. My pain comes from living, Dealing comes from feelings, When you watch a mother struggle It make you wanna pitch in Unless you're scared, a little simp But I can't be a victim I know some good men still cut themselves Cause they tired of living I know some dummies eating Xanax'N Perky's to escaped the livin, If you struggle with Depression or Suicide I pray that you won't give in. All you gotta do is ring my line to catch a better vibe We can take a couple shots And blow some Rap Zaza I even get depressed too Until I go and kiss my boo Until I stock a lot of loot Until I love all on my youth So much pain in my eye's (yeah) Because of you I know that I am living Because of you I know that I'm living,So much pain in my eyes (yeah) Because of you I know that I am living, Stuck in a loop of hardship Put in the work to ease it up Stuck in a loop of coming up And I can't wait till it's stuck Stuck in a loop of sorrow I look to God and give it up I only want positive energy Cause that's all he give to us I've been beat'n down bad Most of my blood was on my shirt I had a lot of money Blew it on some thing that had no worth Splurged it on drugs, guns, and hoes, Wished I had wise soul to tell me no Put me in a position to wise up and grow Give me flowers so I can smell them Don't care if they smell of manure Lord knows I'm a stepper Never was the type to follow Always stepped up Scared to close my eyes Cause I know I'll be missing time Only sleep four hours Cause the rest will come when I die Stared down death twice I'm still alive Asking God wondering why. I cant sell my soul Already gave it to that man in the sky I'ma keep on stacking paper Till I meet that man in the sky Establish generational wealth So my family can survive So much pain in my eyes (yeah) Because of you I know that I am living Because of you I know that I'm living So much pain in my eyes (yeah) Because of you I know that I'm living P mixing it up but it sound a little better I pray every day I make it back home These streets aint safe demons roams, I pray every day I make it back home These streets aint safe demons roams, Frienamies plotting on the low Frienamies plotting on the low Frienamies plotting on the low That's why I gotta bring that pole That Green beam need a target, I pray every day I make it back home These streets aint safe demons roam, I pray every day I make it back home I pray every day I make it back home