Why am I still awake?
I've spent all day making mistakes
If this is what life is like
Then I'm about ready to die
Why are all words that hurt the most
The ones that live in my head
Intrusive thoughts, my brain rots
I think I'm wasting away
Wasting every single day, feeling nothing but my hate
Beat the wall against my brain, nothing but a basket case
Listening to closest case, wishing I could kill the pain
I think I'm losing touch
