I never learned to love but I've been trying to
You know I yearn for your love
Cuz I would die for you
You know I used to be numb
But I feel alive with you
I really think you're the one
It's like a silent truth
I'm really sorry that I've lied to you
Through all these years
And every time you sat and cried
I never shared those tears
It's not that I never cared but
I'm just never here
I leave my home a lot
Because I like to disappear
I never meant to hurt you
Sunshine
Rainfall
I'll be there for you
I'll be there forever
According to physics
All of time is occurring all of the time and
If that's really true then I guess I already died
I really hope it's true cuz it means that I'm by your side
Don't give me that look
I know I fucked up a lot of times
But I've changed
Or at least I'm older I guess
I look over my shoulder
To see my home and regrets
Cut open my chest
I know you can't get over I left
The only one tryna be sober
But I'm stuck in my head
I'm sorry I was never there for you
I never cared for you
I make excuses a lot
Because I'm scared that you
Don't really love me
You just hate who I am
Nathan, I'm sorry, I love you man
I just hate who I am
Fuck
If you can call this a disorder
I can disagree
And even when the song is over
It's just you and me
I wish that we could do this over
I'd do anything
To have another chance to love you
I'll never hurt you again
Sunshine
Rainfall
I'll be there for you
I'll be there forever
