Tryna Be

I'm just try'na be me I'm not try'na be you I don't wanna be like nobody else I'm just try'na be me I'm not try'na be you I don't wanna be like nobody else Get outta my head Get outta my head Get outta my head Get outta my head Get outta my head If life is a gift I hope they kept the receipt 'Cause I'm returning this shit Almost definitely Meant nothing intentionally With anything said on the beat If this is offensive or mean Then I'm sorry Psych, motherfucker! Yeah, I meant it! If I want something, I get it! It's all about the aesthetic! Not tryin' to be someone better! I'm just tryin' to focus on myself! If you ain't been here for a minute! Don't hit me up on my cell! What the hell happened to me? I was responsible, as a kid Even naturally athletic My academics were hella stellar Like, I'd never get a C Now, I'm speeding in the school zone While, smokin' hella weed I never see the consequences Of my actions I'm attracted to novelty 'Cause it's what I'm lackin' Rappin's obviously more to me Than just a passion I don't control my emotions I control my reaction I'm just try'na be me I'm not try'na be you I don't wanna be like nobody else I'm just try'na be me I'm not try'na be you I don't wanna be like nobody else Get outta my head Get outta my head Get outta my head Get outta my head Get outta my head Headaches, every day now Maybe I should lay down Or stop the medication I'm takin' And have a break down Fuck I don't know what to do I've been stressed Every fucking day And I'm over it, through! With everything that's going On with my life It's like a song that I'd write Kind of ironic, though, right? It's kinda comical I feel like I been fallin' I'm dealing with trauma My feelings are gone And if I'm bein' honest Pretty soon, I'll be a goner If I don't do something about it I've got my blessings, I count 'em I'm try'na be someone different I'm thinkin' I might've found him As a kid, I learned life is akin To climbin' a mountain I doubt that I reach the top If I do then I'll be astounded I'm not try'na be nobody, except me I don't really care if anybody accepts me Lyin' to myself, thinkin' nobody gets me This is the end of the verse Maybe I'd best leave I'm just try'na be me I'm not try'na be you I don't wanna be like nobody else I'm just try'na be me I'm not try'na be you I don't wanna be like nobody else Get outta my head Get outta my head Get outta my head Get outta my head Get outta my head Buy liquor, buy weed, too much Tried liquor, tried weed, too young I admit that I was try'na have fun But I'm really try'na change I don't wanna die young I'm I'm 'onna stop tomorrow