Sober

It's like I live two different lives At exactly the same time If I don't change my life here soon Then I'll probably lose my mind Life is moving too fast Too fast Too fast My life is moving too fast Too fast Too fast I wanna be sober But every time I try, I fail Devil on my shoulder If I don't change my life here soon Then my life is over My life is like a roller coaster It's like I'm going over The ocean walking a tight rope With a roll of quarters It's like I'm driving locomotives Into corner stores And throwing caution to the wind Like an enormous storm I hate the life that I was given So I've gotta change it Take my future and wishes So I can rearrange them Fate and reality differ But they're each amazing You can be who you wanna be It's habituation I'm tryna make myself proud and my family too Nathan what happened to you Nathan you haven't improved All you do is talk You never take the action or move You're so dramatic And nothing fucking matters to you An internal war with the angels above me Satan's on my shoulder and saying that he wants me I feel confused I just want someone to love me Don't know what to choose I just want someone to I don't love myself but I'm trying If I don't love myself am I dying I don't love myself but I'm trying I'm trying I'm tryna be sober But every time I try, I fail Devil on my shoulder If I don't change my life here soon Then my life is over Life is moving too fast Too fast Too fast My life is moving too fast Too fast Too fast