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Je'donne Connor Victor
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Who made this? Flvko
It's a Kai beat
Damn Ma, how you just leave your lil' boy
Had to smile through all this pain, he say he stuck in a void
Can't go to sleep 'cause he hear voices
He staying awake just to avoid it
He say, don't you trust 'em niggas, they fill you with poison
It's harder to overcome how you feel when it get darker
Just wishing I could turn back time and fix myself, restart it
Hoping you could listen to me speak when I pour my heart out
And, I been tryna get to you but you been way too far out
Got it out the jets, I still feel some type of pain
Even though my scars healed, I don't see myself the same
He say he from the Trenches where they let that Ruger ring
He say he from the Trenches, go to court and stay the same, never change
If ya homie tell you ride, better never let him hang
Please don't never tell a lie, you only love me for them chains
Prolly do not love me, you just love the songs I sing
And, I guess that's how it is, don't hate the player hate the game
I sat down I tried to write what's on my mind
I come from a place where they kill niggas all the time
No mercy for my youngin', that lil' nigga on his grind
Just hope that you could see my vision clearly through ya eyes
The Realest Yungen, he stay rapping 'bout the streets
I gave them niggas voices, they was too afraid to speak
He rapping 'bout the killing, need a cleanse 'fore he sleep
It is what it is, what you sow is what you reap
Damn Ma, how you just leave your lil' boy
Had to smile through all this pain, he say he stuck in a void
Can't go to sleep 'cause he hear voices
He staying awake just to avoid it
He say, don't you trust 'em niggas, they fill you with poison
It's harder to overcome how you feel when it get darker
Just wishing I could turn back time and fix myself, restart it
Hoping you could listen to me speak when I pour my heart out
And, I been tryna get to you but you been way too far out
I been tryna get to you but, you been way too far out
The people I'm needing, I just can't call now
Grew up in Trenches, can't tell me calm down
These streets been the reason I'm writing songs now
Tell me why you need me
If you really love me girl, then tell me why you leave me
I come from the jungle so I stay around with demons
If you talking homocides, I won't lie, man I done seen shit
Chasing all these dreams seems far away
Know there's still a hustle, Ima ball one day
If you really need me, I'm one call away
I came in the booth and let out all my pain
Damn Ma, how you just leave your lil' boy
Had to smile through all this pain, he say he stuck in a void
Can't go to sleep 'cause he hear voices
He staying awake just to avoid it
He say, don't you trust 'em niggas, they fill you with poison
It's harder to overcome how you feel when it get darker
Just wishing I could turn back time and fix myself, restart it
Hoping you could listen to me speak when I pour my heart out
And, I been tryna get to you but you been way too far out
Golden Child, raised in the Trenches, there's some things I wish I grew with
I'm never really gon' understand the pain I put in music
Chasing love but, then they curve me, l now feel like I'm a nuisance
I'd be lying if I said I love you, guess I don't need you
Participating the streets, there's some niggas I lost
Ain't no voice in the Trenches, just drugs and violence I watched
Some days I wonder if he coming, guess I never really need him
Took a special man to raise me at your position
Some nights I cried so much til 'em tears had to dry
Praying to the Lord, I hope the reaper don't come take my life
Grateful I got niggas who I know for me, they always ride
I ain't really been the same ever since my cousin died
Feel like I went through so much shit in life, I never let it phase me
If I know she the one, gon' never let her replace me
Tryna watch how I move they tryna say I'm crazy
Momma raised a star and I'm gon' show her I'm amazing
Damn Ma, how you just leave your lil' boy
Had to smile through all this pain, he say he stuck in a void
Can't go to sleep 'cause he hear voices
He staying awake just to avoid it
He say, don't you trust 'em niggas, they fill you with poison
It's harder to overcome how you feel when it get darker
Just wishing I could turn back time and fix myself, restart it
Hoping you could listen to me speak when I pour my heart out
And, I been tryna get to you but you been way too far out
Writer(s): Je'donne Victor
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