Agayu's Revelation

I notice that in my relationships I have a tendency to make people crumble Into like dust It's like really pathetic to watch I say my relationships 'cause I don't give my friendships And um, like my family relationships, enough energy Like if you're just being ignorant I'll just let you be ignorant, fuck you But you know the dick do something a little different to you And make you wanna try to help a nigga Make you, think you got superpowers and shit And can change a nigga, you cannot But I used to think for a long time And that affected my self-esteem as well, like That was me, like, that was my forum Like, "Oh my God, what am I doing to these niggas?" This is crazy, every single time Um, but you know then One of my spiritual guides came to me And I will never forget, told me to Stop working with people who are made of glass If you are made of steel and that shit hit me I was like, "Ohh" I was searching for this answer for hella long Like why would I think I'm crumbling people who were never strong in the first place They're fragile, their egos are fragile Um, they're not quite ready to face themselves Maybe now or ever so they crumble The slightest rough patch that hits in life And then you got to boss up and be strong And do what you gotta do, crumble And then you know most people don't like to think Um, I'm a thinker So, now I done walked my ass up in here With this introspection and it's like I'm a mirror And I'm making you see yourself Um, and I'm presenting your strengths Your weaknesses, who you are deep inside Not who you portray to be, your priorities What you value the most, what needs to be worked on And how we can work on it, solutions Dun dun dun, niggas are scared of solutions But um, 'cause we gotta have balance, you know Niggas be like, "Whoa whoa whoa, bitch, I really wouldn't do all that" Mm, I guess they thought 'cause I had face tats And usually niggas meet me in a real ratchet-ass environment Doing some ratchet-ass shit I might have fucked you on the first night We might had been smoking and drinking liquor and doing whatever else But, at the end of all that ghetto shit We are going to evolve, mentally, spiritually, physically, financially Um, emotionally And we are going to have balance 'Cause that is the only way to maintain long longevity And a healthy relationship, can't stay stagnant Uh, for too long and what always ends up happening is I get the same answer, literally every time "Bitch, you think you're perfect?" And um, I just keep working on myself and keep evolving And you know one monkey don't stop the show So I end up doing everything that I was tryna get them to do for myself And every time I come out of a relationship I come out smarter (check), I come out healthier (check) Happier (check), richer (check), finer (check), thicker (check) Um, you know Shit that I was doing in the beginning of the relationship that was toxic Would come to a complete halt And I just keep going up, up and up Up, up, and away Away from that bullshit