Happiness

This is traction for dissatisfaction Chapters relaxed in the path of this bastion Thinking how the status is really kind of ominous Happiness defined by design from the opposite Feel my mind flash, like colliding and crash Want to hit brakes but instead I hit gas Grip the pain of whiplash from this fatal impact Wish time forward fast won't escape from this past Collapsed feeling trapped under once tall ceilings The path had crossed regions, the goal beyond reaching Almost, stopped believing; just weathering all seasons Grieving so long that the words had lost meaning With sizeable scuffles, fights and the rumbles Life and its tussles, all building up my muscles Madness in the happiness as some swear Drastic in the contrast I compare Never heard an insult til I had an injury Didn't taste success until I lived defeat Never heartfelt until it skipped it a beat Any shelter I could seek, I hid beneath Knowledge gaps vast, so I see I'm incomplete Strain, feel the growing pains in my wisdom teeth Drained now my every day, is like it's Trick or Treat You got a gift of gab, well I got a gift of grief So when children speak, and their whispers reach I feel like jumping off a cliff, from a widow's peak Lost in a chilling scene, thoughts of a swift release Exhausts my ability's visage in a guillotine All the history, packed with misery Couldn't take the kitchen heat, still in disbelief Ever bittersweet, try to turn a hidden leaf A sequel to Loyalty, how about a trilogy