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I Always Always I'll probably die a lover not a fighter Because I been fighting for love for so long I'll probably die in the fire It got me mentally burnt That's the gift and the curse I know me better than I know myself and that worse I know loving isn't fair I know love from me is rare Swiping on tinder but could never swipe on tinder love and care Guess my soul ain't been shining bright My limelight turned to blinding lights It's killing me slow here come the siren lights Damn I thought I had it bad, Because every body know what's best for you imagine that They give they 2 cents like that's gone buy you food for thought I'd rather get it in my own that's how my food get bought They always say I'm bad at relationships But they alive I can't relate to it I mean I tried I can't relate to it I tucked my pride I've been patient with And realized I can't relate to shit I always Fuck a good thing up Always I always fuck a good thing up I Always, always I'll probably die a lover not a fighter Because I've been fighting for love for so long I'll probably die in the fire I hit the clinic got burnt That's a gift and a curse I know me better than I know myself and that worse Friends and foes, can't tell the difference and it shows Tell me who buying because they selling souls I'm on Instagram to gain attention Hoping my likes, comments mentions Get me pushing Benzes, drop the top Sloppy top from many women, sinning, millions, mansions, penny pinching Ain't no pennies spending, I don't share a thing a play the victim Losing friendships and when I'm lost who to call Sometimes I wonder would I leave this life to have it all Would I sacrifice to have it all Would I compromise to have it all Y'all be doubting me I'm mad at y'all And that's the reason that I never pick up or never hit back The need for get back Shit I always Fuck a good thing up Took the long way around here thinking Too tired but I cant sit still It's been a long day long weekend But I don't know how you feel You said You said It wasn't me