Dreading Emptiness and Thinking How

I think I'm dreading emptiness and thinking how I've been thinking out Loud So tell me if were full yet In the back of a class fulla heads Thinking by myself I was winging every time Sitting by myself I was reading through a line Drifting by a cell but I've never done a crime The cell would be the mind right behind the eyes So I think I'm loving emptiness and thinking why Thinking high and all mighty slightly shredding away my pride You shush my pries and I push and try Its a mushy pea I think this album is about to be a bloody piece Cause theres a lamb to the slaughter Thinking why some man do not have a father Or even a daughter not having a mother Yes that woman I really fucking love her So now I'm sitting all alone in isolation Life is more simple then a caveman painting But i still cant fucking grasp it Its already touched I don't fuck with second hand shit Handed a reason to survive But the hurdles in the mind of a man stuck living is inside We reside in the eye of the third Living in a world where you get killed IF YOU SAY ANOTHER WORD So get deception in reception Weaponized eyes underneath the hair for protection Intercepting my sanity Winter crept in taking away the man in me My brain could be an empty room Hollow on the inside filling up with plenty tunes We follow till we all die fitting into tune With an intertwined interlude Let it consume I think im dreading emptiness and thinking how I think im dreading emptiness and thinking how The time is shrinking gone we run a marathon But we carry on and we battle on I think im never wrong The thought of heaven wrong I could make eleven songs But it still wouldnt change shit We'd be stuck in the same ship Cause nobody changes And it is outrageous Carry burdens on my shoulders But burdens are weightless The truth is that I will stay shit So tell my why I'm living as a pessimist Everything I say is just a shitty rhetoric To be honest I've been looking for some leverage The lever is turning the world to be degenerative Sitting here whistling as the kettle sits A mental fix is what they wanna shove on the rebel kids But thy eye is repelling it In my mind i picture rebellions dwelling in A state of despair where nobody cares Fallin on deaf ears to our brothers and peers The government has caught us in our struggle's and fear's So we turning on eachother with morality blurred Grab a gun scam a brother for a bit of funds Stabbing mothers as you taste the bitterness on your tongue? Thats how we should think travis scott Said so Get lit and play his game like fire flowers from nintendo The death i await is there at the crescendo The higher powers will come along and then posses souls Im stressed tho Another day a couple steps n breaths without a threshold The same shit repetitively I live to make the money for more money Yes inevitably turn into a cemetery For centuries god I plead that we get to live and breathe But as of late all I see are brown leaves So i think im dreading emptiness and thinking dull So i think im dreading emptiness and thinking dull Dont you mothafuckas ever think im fuckin full