Elusive

Not too often I find myself in love I know how deep the rabbit hole goes. And way too often I find myself Doing all the loving and the feeling alone The feeling alone Love never went the way I ever thought Like a game I played that I always lost Reading signs that were never there Just a bad habit of breaking my own heart And all these invested emotions Love just seems to elude me Love just seems to elude me I can take an inch and stretch out a mile For someone who won't even stay awhile But I'm not the type to beg or plead I won't change to find a way to make you stay No I won't make you stay I know I keep falling for the wrong ones I know what I have to gain and lose Yet love just seems to elude, oh I'm tired of wanting what makes me feel like a fool I just want to find love that feels like home But love just seems to elude me I'm tired of wanting what makes me feel like a fool I just want to find love I just want to find love that feels like home