Ap2

I used to feel like a diamond in the rough now I'm a diamond that's stuck I used to have no confidence in myself now I got way to much I felt abandoned for real Taking drugs til it gave me chills Now that I'm picking up I ain't felt sick enough I pop a X and I know that's it's true I had to get it up And you was wet enough Forgot that the ex I was poppin was you These demons hold me still Tryna tell me god is not real Suicide attempt since the last one Ain't had a bitch since the last one No communication sense the past one 2021 almost my last one Or it almost was God still ain't showed me no love I lost my granny and that really hurt me The house is gone and now you are too I live with these memories Some people ken to me They my new enemies Sad but its true I miss my brother for real Told my momma he'd have me killed Uh uh Alone is how I'm supposed to feel No power going ghost fr Long hours coast to coast fr Please tell me how I'm supposed to live Everyday is by myself Abandoned but I love myself Tweekeen never call for help Perky left me overwhelmed Took them same night as you Difference is i pulled through Daily think about you I woke up why didn't you Why didn't you share my fate Why didn't I tell the jakes I could provide clarity To your momma and family But then the plug would go to jail And I can't be his next sell I was hoping you would pull thru Could never feel as abandoned as you The world been so evil I wish this muthafucka would burn I could stand back and peep it grinnin just wait for my turn Extrovert turned introvert with everything that I learn I'm gone stay out the way while I'm still showing concern I can't blame everybody I'm in my own personal hell The only thing stopping me is that nigga Tweekeen or death God I'm not hearing you Feeling like the only Holy Ghost is you I used to feel so close to you Now I'm not approaching you I don't wanna be here But unlike you ima be fair I won't let you down Look at my grandma man she sick I don't know how much time she got I should be worried about her health I'm worried about the cops I turn around and see my brothers they hanging out with opps Love don't live here no more my communication stops Look at my grandma man she sick I don't know how much time she got I should be worried about her health I'm worried about the cops I turn around and see my brothers they hanging out with opps Love don't live here no more my communication stops