Klawing

I'm locked stocked and loaded with nowhere to go Hoping that nobody knows How much I'm ready to blow Presently there's a precedent Pressing me to the precipice Endlessly with no evidence Incorrectly intelligent Everlasting irrelevance Doomed to be a degenerate Went to hell for the hell of it And got stuck in that element It's got me lost in my mind behind all these locks Ripping at my eyes to see It's got me trapped like a rat inside of a box Klawing at my flesh just to be free Fucking let me out of this nightmare I'm imprisoned in Pressure builds in my skull, I think I'm giving in To the urge to destroy every last thing within, myself Better me than to lose it on someone else Got to escape this mind that's raped, it's time to break It's got me lost in my mind behind all these locks Ripping at my eyes to see It's got me trapped like a rat inside of a box Klawing at my flesh just to be free Well I'm dying inside again Here and now, this could be the end I'm not as weak as I once was I'm not as strong as I'm gonna be I'm not as dumb as you thought I was Cause I can see the shit you try to pull on me It's got me lost in my mind behind all these locks Ripping at my eyes to see It's got me trapped like a rat inside of a box Klawing at my flesh just to be free Well I'm dying inside again Here and now this could be the end So now the question has been answered But will the answer be questioned And at the end of it all What's the lesson?