The Beast of Burden

I'm standing out in the rain so I can feel Like I can wash this away and maybe heal again I just want to feel how I did back I'll set a fire to the rain so you can see Everything in between that's going on with me So be the beast of burden for me You wouldn't look at me the same You'd cast your judgment and your shame We all do things that make us monsters in each other's eyes I couldn't keep the beast at bay Don't worry I'll do this all myself I'm standing out in the rain so I can feel Like I can wash this away and maybe heal again I just want to feel how I did back then I'll set a fire to the rain so you can see Everything in between that's going on with me So be the beast of burden for me Trust me, there is no other way It's getting worse day by day We all do things that make us monsters in each other's eyes I couldn't keep the beast at bay You wouldn't look at me the same You'd cast your judgement and your shame We all do things that make us monsters in each other's eyes I couldn't keep the beast at bay I'm standing out in the rain so I can feel Like I can wash this away and maybe heal again I just want to feel how I did back then I'll set a fire to the rain so you can see Everything in between that's going on with me So be the beast of burden for me I am not myself Will I ever find a find a way out? A way out No one even knows my name I am not myself Will I ever find a find a way out? A way out No one even knows my name