Destruction

I I wanna go Oh I love destruction I'm done with love and I got nothing for you Cause when I talk yeah I'm all messed up, but don't want this love I'm too good for you I ran through fire for you I put myself below you I don't wanna beg for a love that's not mine But I did it all for you I knew it when I saw you But now I just wasted all of my time And I wonder if it could go back in time and change Is it gonna be okay? But in your head I'm sadder than I said I like it when you cry, let me be the bad guy I turn off the lights and I reach out for your hand It's kinda seductive the way we're self-destructing But in your head I'm sadder than I said I like it when you cry, let me be the bad guy I turn off the lights and I reach out for your hand It's kinda seductive the way we're self-destructing Turn the lights off Reach for your hand Is it seductive? The way we're self-destructing? I can't believe that you planned To end it like that And now I'm so destructive Turn the lights off Reach for your hand Is it seductive? The way we're self-destructing? I can't believe that you planned To end it like that And now I'm so destructive And now I know I'm melting in my destruction I've had enough and you don't have a clue And all the memories are so broken And your love split them wide open I build my life around you I thought you would change too I don't wanna beg for anyone, it's my life Cause I did it all for you I knew it when I saw you But now I've just wasted all of my time But in your head I'm sadder than I said I like it when you cry, let me be the bad guy I turn off the lights and I reach out for your hand It's kinda seductive the way we're self-destructing Turn the lights off Reach for your hand Is it seductive? The way we're self-destructing? I can't believe that you planned To end it like that And now I'm so destructive In a love that won't stay In a love that won't stay In a love that won't stay And now I'm so destructive Every time I destruct Look in my mirror I say Things are broken now But they didn't have to go that way I've done too much begging in a love that won't stay Every time I destruct Look in my mirror I say Things are broken now But they didn't have to go that way I've done too much begging in a love that won't stay When I was your girl You made me believe I ruled your world And you swore to me That our planets aligned And years down the line I tried to reach out to you online And you swore to me You'd never see me again Fuck the damage And now I'm so destructive