Apologise

Of course if I'm forced to admit it, my thoughts are awkward And sort of distorted Not what I wanted and not what I ordered from a brain Oh well, yet again Of course if I'm forced to admit it That living in a prison is not how i envisioned my position in life And yet here I am stuck inside my own mind There's a throbbing in my jaw from the sobbing upon the floor I grind my teeth when it's time to sleep I snore My mind's not mine and my mind's surely not yours anymore Why do I try when I chat pure chaff Chat pure crap and I chat bare hype Chat like an ejit not clever not bright Like an arsehole I'm never not right Never ask me how I am I'll say I'm fine Do you want the awkward truth or the beautiful lie? Take some time off Have a little lie down Have a little cry now Give it a try You'll feel better when you let it all out Talk to someone with a frame of reference that'll sort you out Focus on the daily that's all for now Friends at the end of the phone don't charge for call out So make the call now Make the most of your closest core crowd Don't be ashamed don't be more proud Last chance Don't pass it up. What are you, a mug? Separate the wheat from the chaff Deck chair fans from the hardcore fam Strong back chaps with advice And a nice place to cotch when it's a bit too much Never ask me how I am Don't expect me to apologise for things that I ain't even done Or cut me down to size Never never take away my freedom No way None of that now