Under the Gun

I'm done with fighting for nothing Striving to just stay alive Cause this world just keeps on pulling me down and wastes my time I fear this road leads to nowhere And I wonder how we survived But the certainty of failing turns me upside down There's no time to talk about it Cause the void inside won't fade if I let you in Don't want to let you down But I'd die right here right now I'm just tired of doing the right thing When nobody does Don't want to let you down But I'd die right here right now I'm just tired of doing the right thing When nobody does Living under the gun Living under the gun I wish the pills could just knock me Out so I wouldn't have to strive Now the wolves can't stop on feeding the fire inside my mind I guess the question of knowing If you're feeling dead or alive Makes no sense when this life conspires to bring you down There's no time to talk about it Cause the void inside won't fade if I let you in Don't want to let you down But I'd die right here right now I'm just tired of doing the right thing When nobody does Don't want to let you down But I'd die right here right now I'm just tired of doing the right thing When nobody does Living under the gun When it all comes crashing down And the odds are against your pride Anybody would choose to quit Now the bitter lessons learned And delusion will take its turn Only darkness can set you free There ain't no choice but to give in Don't want to let you down But I'd die right here right now I'm just tired of doing the right thing When nobody does Don't want to let you down But I'd die right here right now I'm just tired of doing the right thing When nobody does Living under the gun