Reasons To Stay

I don't like who I was Self conscious around your friends Introduced myself only as your boyfriend I used to wait For your day to finally end While all my mates were out All the mates you never met I should have seen your goals are not what I want I should have seen long-distance means that I come running We never fight but tell each other calm down Maybe we should call it So tell me if I'm the one you crave It feels like we both have found a way To fake those feelings And make up reasons to stay And it's getting hard to win this game And maybe it's me that I should blame To feed those demons And make up reasons to stay I don't know who you are When I look at your face Unambitious about us So ambitious about yourself What a way to let the lights go down Without a curtain call Tell me if I'm the one you crave It feels like we both have found a way To fake those feelings And make up reasons to stay And it's getting hard to win this game And maybe it's me that I should blame To feed those demons And make up reasons to stay I should have seen your goals are not what I want I should have seen long-distance means that I come running We never fight but tell each other calm down Maybe we should call it So tell me if I'm the one you crave It feels like we both have found a way To fake those feelings And make up reasons to stay And it's getting hard to win this game And maybe it's me that I should blame To feed those demons And make up reasons to stay To feed those demons And make up reasons to stay