Hearing the waves
Crash into the coast
Reminds me that the bad days
Will come and go
Feeling someway, that,
My mind is a racetrack
Anxiety running up over my head
But I guess this is payback
Payback
Payback
Anxiety running up over my head
But I guess this is payback
Payback
Payback
Anxiety running up over my head
But I guess this is payback
Up over my head, I been drowning
Bottles and drugs I been downing
Promise that it'll get better, I doubt it
Feel like I lost all my love then I found it
Way d-d-deep down inside of myself
Really I j-j-j-just needed help
With seeing the products of
All of the pain that I caused
Is the same as the reason I fell
I know it well
I had created my hell
All of the pain that I felt
Somehow the same that I dealt
All of the problems I bottled would prolly have stayed on the shelf
For real though, I feel like I'm righting my wrongs
It helps me by finding my peace in these songs
I can't even sleep when I'm here in my home
Cuz these demons inside me won't leave me alone
Hearing the waves
Crash into the coast
Reminds me that the bad days
Will come and go
Feeling someway, that,
My mind is a racetrack
Anxiety running up over my head
But I guess this is payback
Payback
Payback
Anxiety running up over my head
But I guess this is payback
Payback
Payback
Anxiety running up over my head
But I guess this is payback
I'm paying for all of my sins
Anxiety over the brim
I got demons that haunt me, they act like my friends
Yeah yeah
I know I - but I'll never do it again
Just promise that you won't give up on me
Leaving me here on my own on a whim
We know where that ends
No more pretending that we have no secrets
We fall out like part of a sequence
Our convos just ain't been that frequent
Now I feel like I've gone off the deep end
But I want this to work
So I told you the truth, and despite all the hurt
I promise I'm putting you first
Just remember before it gets better, it only gets worse
Hearing the waves
Crash into the coast
Reminds me that the bad days
Will come and go
Feeling someway, that,
My mind is a racetrack
Anxiety running up over my head
But I guess this is payback
Payback
Payback
Anxiety running up over my head
But I guess this is payback
Payback
Payback
Anxiety running up over my head
But I guess this is payback
