No Hook

Down on my lowest, they ain't know it, had to sit out for a sec And on that crossroad, I had to take a breath and redirect And I keep myself in check, I see my wrongs when I reflect And I make them walk on that plank before I let them up on my deck The past unsettling, but no pit or hole that I'll settle in My business they gonna meddle in, minding my own, I ain't meddling Oh them demons in my head again, like I won't shoot them dead again I'm a soldier til it's over, said a victim what I never been They speaking bout me and over me, mad hot with me, then cold shoulder me Won't trip off what ain't told to me, but I love when true colors showed to me It ain't no beef that's old to me, spending my day thinking bout an older me A day when no chains got a hold of me, you ain't tryna grow you can't roll with me I'm good, and I'm gone, peace and love what I'm on If I told it, then I wrote it; that's my soul in every song Know they feel me like I feel them, when I sing they sing along Thanking God for every day, rain or shine, He made me strong Aye, let me take a second, thank you God for every blessing Thank you for the pain, it wasn't no L, it was a lesson You my Heart, you my Strength, you my Reason that I rest in You the Captain of my soul, I put my vest on and my best in Lord I thank you for the testing Looking to the day that I'll be resting Be with me while I'm tested I gave him my heart and then He blessed it I feel like I'm destined to be the one that steps in Show the way to life and step into a new direction Love in every second, never stop reflecting Keep on working at it till the day that I perfect it Aye, love in every second, aye And never stop reflecting Please don't remind me of the things that I did And I'm going into OT, nothing like the old me That pain reinvented me, can't say it ever broke me Keep my life on low key, my problems get so deep And if you love me, you gonna have to show me And I'm still singing what you want from me Calm and collected why you taunting me? Hear the ghost of the past still haunting me But who could stand against me if God with me? If God with me And God with me Yes God with me