Untitled 4Am

I've been wrong too many times Writing too many selfish lines And I'm tired of waking up To the fear of my life and a panic attack I'm drifting into the dark Far from the love I seek Even further from the love I'd want to give Maybe I'm just tired Maybe I'm just tired And yet another day I didn't kiss my love goodnight And yet another day I couldn't find it even if I try But I'm trying Yeah, I'm trying And I've got these fears Of running out of love Of being left out alone All my lost time, all my memories Seem bigger than my life But maybe I'm just dreaming Maybe I'm not right And yet another day I didn't kiss my love goodnight And yet another day I couldn't find it even if I try But I'm trying Yeah, I'm trying Will I ever be right on time? When will I learn when to let go When to hold tight without fucking it up And breaking it all? And when I set myself to wonder I start preaching to the preacher Just to become who I am Just to become who I am And yet another day I didn't kiss my love goodnight And yet another day I couldn't find it even if I try And yet another day I didn't kiss my kids goodnight But I'm trying Yeah, I'm trying