What If?

(Hargo Production) Aye, yo Come with me, let's run to another city Everyone knows this town's still burnin' I'm in the same old place, and does she love me? I don't know for certain How many times did I ask that question? Won't see no urchins So much times betrayed her trust Yuck, I don't think I'm a perfect person What if I put it this way? What if I wasn't your man? What if I cheated on you from the start? What if I lie when I say who I am? How can you love me? How can you trust me? Been loads in the past, don't beg it Express how I feel, then tell me it's real I'll laugh in your face and tell you I read it And it's you that I blame And if you love me, then please don't say so Me, I don't know if I done from healin' That's the reason that I lay low See there's times you've asked Said so many times, "Don't know about love" Tell you I love you, I think that I hate you I don't even know, is it love or lust? And don't ask me questions Truth is I lie and cheat If I do buy for you, it ain't cheap And these are all things that your eyes won't see, please I don't want you to breathe Without me, you won't breathe She's got me 'til the time I'm dead She's on me, so her heart will bleed Sorry I lie Sorry if I waste your time Sorry I'm fake and I hate your life There's no way I could make you mine I wasted time to make you mine And break your spine, I don't have time Fell in love with Bonnie and Clyde Far from real, she just won't ride Love and affection, I dealt with too much Haven't even felt it two months Used to be friends with begs, they're too much Friends would hate me if they knew much I don't even know if she's real or not Needed help, didn't do much Love me or rate me, couldn't care less Oh, well, I'll move on What if I put it this way? What if I wasn't your man? What if I cheated on you from the start? What if I lie when I say who I am? How can you love me? How can you trust me? Been loads in the past, don't beg it Express how I feel, then tell me it's real I'll laugh in your face and tell you I read it I asked her, "Why would I lie like lithium-six?" That was a lie, don't leave her dead Relations gone, and now your friends gone, won't drink no lipo 'Cause I guessed it, course I meant it Trapped in my endless cycle Controlled coercively Points to prove it ain't even my fault It's not my fault that I'm like this She wouldn't even dream to try this Told her I'm loyal, told her I want her Me, I wouldn't even buy this Me, I don't mind it No place like home So you're lookin' for love, go find it No choice to exit 'round here My love and affection's priceless Let me break it down How much longer do you think she'll stay? How much longer do you think she'll wait? Are you tryin' to leave this place? Been forced to make this change 'Round here, there ain't no savin' grace 'Round here, there ain't no talkin' stage You treat yours right, I can't relate What if I put it this way? What if I wasn't your man? What if I cheated on you from the start? What if I lie when I say who I am? How can you love me? How can you trust me? Been loads in the past, don't beg it Express how I feel, then tell me it's real I'll laugh in your face and tell you I read it What if I put it this way? What if I wasn't your man? What if I cheated on you from the start? What if I lie when I say who I am? How can you love me? How can you trust me? Been loads in the past, don't beg it Express how I feel, then tell me it's real I'll laugh in your face and tell you I read it The more questions people have about you The more of a mystery you become I know there's a few things I've done That may be deemed as questionable I could tell you one thing, then contradict myself shortly after That's just the way I've always been So many people have done me dirty People don't respect me They've always wanted me to leave this city, but I'm still here Idi Akz, leave this city