Choking on the words to say
Wallowing in misery
Existing in a world of pain
Gagging with every breath
Pissing all the days away
Medicate to forget my shame
Sitting with myself makes me sick
Numb and fucking ignorant
Consumed with hate
Elusive minds, a merciless fate
What's quick to blossom will sooner decay
The endless pursuit of an infinite bouquet
Nausea persists, I'm trapped inside
Spread my wings, a gluttonous suicide
Fuck the body
Chains of the mind
Crown of thorns punctures my skin
A permanent sickness festers within
Crawling towards a coveted roses
Floating to a world which nobody knows
