Murderous

I'm feeling murderous, like a fucking masochist I'm losing my fucking sanity, like who the hell thought of this? Feeling like I'm J.B. forgetting my fucking memory Wake up in the morning wonder who the fuck gon anger me I'm feeling lazy, somebody get my xannies Oh wait, I don't have any let's go get some ecstasy The demons in my mind, they seem to be afraid of me Let's start a fucking war maybe I'll become a prodigy I'm popping Xanax, like a glass of lemonade The demons in my mind always seem to form a barricade I wanna leave them here but I'm feeling like a renegade All my Inner Demons wanna take me on an escapade Yeah, I'm losing my mind Trapped with my demons for the longest of time Feeling this insanity I'm losing my mind Feeling like I'm losing it, my concept of time I'm feeling murderous, call me Richtofen Get in front of me Ima put you in a coffin Going crazy like I'm Joker, Jared Leto My sanity has gone from one hundred to zero Used to say that I would jump off of the Golden Gate Now I'm sitting here working hard just tryna contemplate Losing my mind or ending my time I'm never really sure so I guess I gotta compensate Used to tell myself that I'd be dead by twenty-three Twenty-two now hoping that I'll live to see The world becoming better, a new trendsetter Praying that this world can become something better