Letter 2 Myself

I been in my own lane I ain't playing no games Couple ni switched up on me had a do my own thang We outside like every morning I be w the whole gang Ni acting like they know me but don't know a damn thang How you hating on me but you walk with pocket change I just want you to know that me and you are not the same I just f that lil H and ion even know her name Lately I been feeling lonely kinda miss the old days They say love dangerous So don't mix it up with propane I tried but it's too late I was to stuck in my old ways But life gon keep going and my feelings just gon go away My feelings they gon go away I might throw my heart away Ion got no regrets I promise you'll see me flex I talked to GOD about my problems that's the reason I'm blessed And Everything I gotta say I'm gon get it off my chest Give a fuck about my ex I hope my next is the best Yea yea yea We haven't even talked ina min it's been a while Member all them days you was sad and I made you smile Girl stop acting like this s is all good when I'm not around And I promise If she give me a chance ima put it down Ima put it down on you tryna take my time witchu Know I f up in the past I ain't the same typa dude What if I go mia would you care bout what I do I been feeling kinda strange from the s that's on the news Someone dying every season All these mothers out here grieving When they took my n court I swear to god I ain't believe it Ima man w no emotion but that s broke me to pieces That s made me wanna get my glock and spin til we even Guess it's time to bring the pressure now Got no time time to f around Flooded w emotions hard to coupe w my depression now S be kinda crazy say they love you then they break you down So I keep my guard up and I promise I won't let it down Conversations with god I told em ion need no friends Then he took a Brotha from me I just hoping that we meet again I ain't telling no lie I might just pop out with a Benz For the times it got hard we ain't fold we stood on ten Stood on ten we ain't Neva ask for help In my bag got me writing a whole letter to myself Member days on the field still got trophies on the shelf Started rapping I was shy hadda get up out my shell Boy these streets ain't playing fair you'll end up dead or inna cell I ain't capping in my music all the s I say is real Every check I get I save it I'm just tryna touch a mil All my life been independent ion know bout signing deals I been in my own lane I ain't playing no games Couple ni switched up on me had a do my own thang We outside like every morning I be w the whole gang Ni acting like they know me but don't know a damn thang How you hating on me but you walk with pocket change I just want you to know that me and you are not the same I just f that lil H and ion even know her name Lately I been feeling lonely kinda miss the old days They say love dangerous So don't mix it up with propane I tried but it's too late I was to stuck in my old ways But life gon keep going and my feelings just gon go away My feelings they gon go away I might throw my heart away