Pain In My Soul

They left me all alone in the rain My heart got cold I endured so much pain I'm mentally drained Hard to maintain To much to lose And not enough to gain All pain and suffering I wasn't having I hustling I went and got it wasn't wondering All this pain in my soul All this pain in my soul I remember police kick in my door when I was 12 They put the handcuffs on and took my father right to jail My uncle he go dumb he made Americas most wanted I can see it in ya eyes you niggas all fronting My pops did dirt in the streets now I'm here to If you ain't talking my language then I don't hear you Married to the streets never had cold feet Many nights in the trap I ain't get no sleep Put inna cell before my momma bury me 220.39 they charged me w a felony N I can't trust my homies Everybody tellin' so I'm riding doley They left me all alone in the rain My heart got cold I endured so much pain I'm mentally drained Hard to maintain To much to lose And not enough to gain All pain and suffering I wasn't having I hustling I went and got it wasn't wondering All this pain in my soul All this pain in my soul Me n my brother was in jail at the same time I was there he copped out he state time Same mother same father I will bleed for you You gotta ask me twice you know what we been through If you my nigga you my nigga til end If I call me my brother more then a friend I keep my circle small can't let you niggas in These niggas wanna see me fold but I will never bend I gotta make it These niggas tell me they love me but niggas fakin' I ain't wasting no time I'm out here chasin' I gotta get to the bag no time for wasting They left me all alone in the rain My heart got cold I endured so much pain I'm mentally drained Hard to maintain To much to lose And not enough to gain All pain and suffering I wasn't having I hustling I went and got it wasn't wondering All this pain in my soul All this pain in my soul