I’m Sorry

I'm sorry For all the things I never did I'm sorry I miss you I miss the way I feel so loved When I'm with you I was too busy trying to unhate myself That I just couldn't love someone else It's not you, it's me But I didn't wanna leave Cause I knew in the end I might regret it I'm numbed and consumed By all these thoughts in my head Couldn't feel despite how much I wanna love you You don't understand I want to but I can't I'm sorry For all the things I left unsaid I'm sorry I tried to Stop putting my defenses up When I needed you I was too busy trying to unhate myself That I just couldn't love someone else It's not you, it's me But I didn't wanna leave Cause I knew in the end I might regret it I'm numbed and consumed By all these thoughts in my head Couldn't feel despite how much I wanna love you You don't understand I want to but I can't It's not you, it's me But I didn't wanna leave Cause I knew in the end I might regret it I'm numbed and consumed By all these thoughts in my head Couldn't feel despite how much I wanna love you You don't understand You don't understand I want to but I can't