Start the Party W/O Me

She said She don't know me but she just saw me at a party Didn't think too much of it I'm always leaving early She was kinda nervous so she never had approached me To be honest, if she did then I probably would've folded I'm never home and I'm feeling kinda lonely Barely on my social so nobody really knows me If it's up to me Everything would be a dream You can never be a king If you never take the lead Cause I Got 2 big bros that I barely seen They don't know that I've been itchin' tryna fit the seams I don't even know who the fuck remembers me I'm way too young to feel this old, man what's wrong with me I like to talk about the things that I never had How come every time you rap it's just something sad I don't know but here's a beat just to lift it up I hate going out but I need your ass around We're stuck in a dream Will they wait on me We're stuck in a dream Will they wait on me To be honest I remember I was 8 Thinking of Bugattis tryna fill it up with hotties Used to have a plan but it's looking kinda spotty This the only time when I don't feel like a nobody I said "Why you're waiting on me?" They said "I don't know" "We just think about you every time we're on the go" "You can't keep on doing this you're putting on a show" "Don't you know you're breaking hearts when you're saying no" I know it I know it I know I don't show it What can I do to show you that I'm on it I don't know why you keep counting on me Told you already I'm making no scene And we're alright And we're okay