Restraint

This here what they waiting for I ain't chasing no dreams I'm living 'em already I'm living my reality That's probably just the realest I can say it I mean I done been through so much It prolly don't look like none I came from having holes in my roshes I really got this shit for real together for real bro The thought of hitting rock bottom again Don't wanna think about it I asked forgiveness for my friend but I ain't get seent about it Been pacing back and forth like nola don't overthink it Taking drugs so I stop sleeping I can't afford to be dreaming Feel like your love is a drug Am I an addict if I say I need it While you're at it the attic need some action we talk code on beepers If I don't die from the hatred first Your love gone kill me Your love gone kill me Shot me in my heart and it hurt worse than what these niggas be Shot me in my heart and it hurt worse than what I'd ever be Shot me in my heart and it made me fall so damn deep Follow me follow me You shot me in the heart and it hurt so damn deep You shot me in the heart and now I can't damn speak You shot me in the heart ay V fourteen ye You shot me in the heart and now I can't love no more You shot me in the heart I gotta learn to trust some more You shot me in the heart I'm still here You shot me in the heart after a tpo You shot me in the heart You shot me in the heart but I don't wanna be apart I don't wanna be apart Did I shoot you in your heart If you looking in my heart and see I did it for family I did it for love and something I would forever be Will you forever be for me If I promise you one thing Will you forever be bee Will you forever have me Will you forever hold me down when I got no one else near me Will you forever hold me down when I be pushing the gears Until I hit a fucking tree cause I don't wanna be here Uh And I don't even know how to feel no more I don't even know how to mothafuckin' give no more You used to giving people turn greedy I told 'em greed gone lead to poverty they ain't believe me I told him go get a bag na Put down your hand na You gotta get your own shit boy you a man na I told 'em that I'm gone be great they got amnesia Uh Uh uh uh Ye And I don't even mean to talk too much You promise you'll forever be Bee You'll forever be for me You'll forever have me down if we go through all the things That ain't even listed inside of the ten commandments to A marriage You promise you'll have me if it get bad Am I being unrealistic For thinking you could love me Big Nola