Grave

Yesterday I picked up lunch in the valley Drove by the last time we were still happy Being over there felt like leaving my body (mm-mm) Will it always haunt me? I wish I could call you, so I could hear you Tell me that I'm not insane How do you keep on going without going under And live your life like we don't love each other? You said things you never thought you'd say And you're lucky, you're lucky, you're lucky I'll take that shit to my grave I'll take that shit to my grave Do you still think about it? When you're up late at night and she's sleeping Do you think about me? You saw it all almost fall before you So you're running back to your old patterns Your old way of doing things And I wish I could call you, so I could hear you Tell me that I'm not insane How do you keep on going without going under And live your life like we don't love each other? You said things you never thought you'd say And you're lucky, you're lucky, you're lucky I'll take that shit to my grave You're lucky, you're lucky, you're lucky I'll take that shit to my grave All American girl had to make me the villain Such a public display You're lucky I'll take some of this shit to my grave I could take you down if I wanted to And I want to sometimes